well, I am here to say that I am obsessed. That's all there is to it. Not any other way to say it. And it's not fun. Probably never would be fun, and probably is a problem.
Probably a lot.
It is a strange state to be in, and the timing is not good. But can we ever really do anything about that? No, I think not. It's what it is, whether or not we want it or can control it. We can't control it. I am sure of this.
I guess it's what I am anyway, I follow my being totally and without thought at times. That may be a fault, but....
So, off to do my job-with lovely patients this evening, and the odd one, too. But I am obsessed!